IRREVERSIBLE IRRITANCE

Seeing as it’s a Wednesday today, I may as well ‘go back to the drawing board’ and at least by watching random movies in the morning... that can help me think about what to do in my life for the next 48 hours. 

Fortunately, Friday to Sunday is looking promising as I’ll be meeting up with friends and doing music during those days. 

I could busk wherever and whenever I want today but like I said… I just feel like starting all over. 

“What do YOU want?! “Said I defensively to Ian when he awoke me from my ‘slumber’ by calling me. 

I wasn’t keen on talking to him at first until he reminded me that I am not alone as even HE has days when he lies in bed all day. 

I can’t remember what we talked about. 

I think it was either about the Friday or the Saturday when we’re meeting up. The conversation only lasted seven minutes which is very unusual for us both. 

He called me at 14.45 so I must’ve been in bed for quite awhile! 

Before I realised that I don’t actually loathe myself and I have no reason to... 

I found myself overthinking so much about my autism and kept asking myself ‘if autism is a “super - power” what should I keep doing with my life? “... 

Is music the wrong path? 

It CAN’T be ....so what AM I doing wrong? 

Am I supposed to be trying new things or revealing something about myself I’ve never done before? 

“In 2021, important life decisions can be challenging tonight “ 

Yup! Its times like this when I need to depend on horoscopes and clairvoyants and that pretty much stated everything I needed to do.

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