ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #224

As I started working on my own version of Tool’s ‘46 & 2’, I felt proud of myself for recording a sample of me playing the main riff on the piano first as a foundation because to begin with…. The…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #223

I can’t believe I didn’t see this earlier and part of me regrets it seeing as I am someone who rambles on about energies quite often. 

I assumed that it’s usually my music and live streaming that upsets other tenants…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #222

Whenever others ‘make’ us feel uncomfortable, it is up to us whether we choose to let them make us feel that way or we realise that most of the time it is actually a two way street as long as…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #221

Could I really sacrifice my life and the things that make me happy for the benefit of somebody else’s life? 

This question amongst other thoughts is what wake me up at 5:30 this morning. 

I have no other issues with…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #220

At midnight last night I thought about self harming again which is something I haven’t thought about since 2018. 

I want to slap myself in the face and punch myself in the head over and over. 

I really wanted to…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #219

What’s on my mind today? 

Not much to be honest even though it’s been a very friendly Friday so far and the Sun shining through out the flat has made a big difference. 

It’s 16:55 at the time of writing…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #218

Adopting a spiritual beliefs is one of the most important attributes to have in our lives and we are all born spiritual anyways. 

I believe that we need to be religious or to her beliefs and opinions of some sort…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #217

I first discovered my spiritual side unofficially when I was 18. 

The same year that my father passed away and the year I had to leave home for the first time to go and live in halls of residence at…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #216

I met my ex-wife in 2005. 

Well, technically it was around November the year before via an online social networking site called Hi5. 

I have just arrived back home from another spiritual journey in Thailand. Remember when I mentioned about…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #215

Life began with a slo-mo firework display in the neurotic interior of my mind around 4:30 this morning. 

Actually, it all commenced around 1 am. 

Not so long ago, I met another artist from Wiltshire via my favourite music group…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #214

My whole body felt numb. I was almost feeling nauseous. It is an intriguing experience what happens to you physically and spiritually when you are feeling really anxious about something. 

This time….I was definitely not excited! 

I was also feeling…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #213

It’s been awhile since I last use the term “soul destroying “and yeah, I literally played just three songs each in 2 live streaming groups to yet again.… No audience! 

After removing “2-2:30pm: live - streaming” from my daily routine…