ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #182

Oops! I got so carried away with my latest dub reggae creation ‘Strings o Heart’ that I nearly forgot about today’s memoir! it’s 20:33 now at the time of writing this ...so I better get on with it .... 

It’s…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #181

As usual, there was no need to set the alarm on my phone as I realised at 7:30 this morning due to the regular building work and radio play going on five days a week upstairs. 

Due to having a…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #180

“Finally!” 

I was finally able to sit down on the sofa with pen and paper and spread out my weary legs as and when I wished. 

Today was not my average lockdown day and tonight’s sleep will have begun with…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #179

“Your nails are looking great” said one of my flatmates which cheered me up after unexpectedly not getting a dose of love at all from today’s 50 minute live stream despite trying to remind myself that I should just play…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #178

Another fat headache has just come on as I started writing this just after 2 pm... But I was refusing to be dragged down to the pits of hot molten Java that were possibly created by my own mind many…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #177

“I fricking stink!… And I only had a shower yesterday! “I said discreetly to myself as I jumped in the shower this morning after sweating like a sick and damp pigeon last night. 

I was hoping I could pop into…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #176

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #176 

Today’s highlight was definitely live streaming and sweating like a pigeon due to a Lemsip brew before that... Was part of it. Thanks to one of my flatmates for being very considerate. 

Obviously, when the…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #175

I would’ve loved to have gotten a power nap at some point today but that would’ve only made me feel hungry and physically jet-lagged so that never happened! 

My mum called me earlier and I was quite embarrassed to say…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #174

Wow! What a day! I wrote this with a smile on my face despite cold fingers and a slight headache with a cough coming on but the mouth ulcer is dying meaning that I won’t be mumbling so much soon. 

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #173

I’m supposed to be in a happy mood today but instead, I’m feeling so anxious that it was making me nauseous. Why am I allowing myself to feel this way? I fucking hate it and I want to change it…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #172

...Another day of thinking this life has no purpose despite having just edited photos from the last photo shoot whilst watching a B-movie, as well as stuffing myself with overnight oats and having found myself filling up the water tank…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #171

Hmmmm. What should I talk about first? Something that inspired me this morning or another dream that I had? 

Well,... Have you ever watched a movie called Léon The Professional? No? Well… It’s about a hitman who takes on a…