ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #94

I should be happy with how today went. I tried to have fun with Rachael when she came round to redo some of her vocals for serotonin siren and then live streaming our songs together but the whole time I…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #93

Today ....has been another one of those weird days. One of those days where I am struggling with my mental health issues again and this time, I shall ignore the fact that the combination of the tiredness and thinking too…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #92

Since I ran out of the estradiol valerate tablets I was taking for the past 2 months, I’ve been getting MAJOR hot flushes again and oh lucky me ....that affects my sleeping, getting dressed in the morning AND that awkward…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #91

Okay, so I wanted to go busking today but then I realised that with heavy rain outside, and having a bad back from yesterday, it was not really worth it so I decided to get out of bed after having…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #90

Finding the time to practice playing drums in the morning felt like a form of meditation but after a while I felt as though I had run out of all my own style beats and thought to myself for the…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #89

After the ever growing success of ‘My Transgender Story’, I’m already thinking about the next video ‘Living with Asperger’s’ and what I would say and express within it so I may as well take today as that opportunity to rehearse…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #88

The day recommenced after a cosmic commercial break with me being determined to get my new phone working to its full extent for about an hour as well as finally getting round to get as far as taking advantage of…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #87

I think I woke up late again today at around 8ish apart from the usual times when I had to go snorkeling in Maldives or playing with my pet elephant in Maldives. 

Anyways, that’s enough private H20 talk for now... 

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #86

If we don’t stick to a routine, we may be eligible to the slight foundations of our own mental health falling apart.....but having 3 days off this week from busking can’t hurt too much right? 

Well, it’s 18:02 at the…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #85

I officially decided to wake up at 5:30 this morning after checking Facebook notifications, emails, how much money there is in my bank account, window shopping and of course playing with my ‘pet elephant’. 

I took one look at my…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #84

Despite waking up around midnight, 2am and then 5am, I finally woke up in my PVC outfit around 7ish. Do I need to mention how obsessed I am with it? 

I stripped down just to check my weight but alas…

ASCENSION OF THE ETHEREAL #83

I think it’s going to take me a while to get used to wearing these thermals again for something like the next 6 months but at least I feel more prepared for the lowered temperatures despite however much the pores…